school needs to be fucking over right now. three weeks is still too fucking long. I am seriously losing my mind. I'm fucking sick of shooting to fulfill an assignment. whatthegoddamn.
I've also come to terms with why I fucking hate my life sometimes, and why I'm so miserable. I ruined the best thing that I ever had, and I'm fairly positive I'll never have a second chance. oh well, that's what I fucking get.
not really stoked on life at the moment. although I am fucking amped on my new full stack and my brand new thursday/envy split that I just got in the mail. tonight will consist of locking myself in my room and listening to it repeatedly until I pass out. this will all take place after I get out of fucking work, of course.